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Hey bloggie..=)
Seriously, I am getting stressed up easily and therefore end up getting headaches.. See I just do not like homework... Some teachers hand out a lot of it and sometimes I get snowed under... I do not have time to complete them.. And what's worst is, often, the homework given is damned difficult.. I just wish that teachers could begin to understand that school is not the only thing in a person's life..
Tests are another problem.. Like homework, they are never ending... It seems as though I have just finished one round of tests and I am into another.. In class, teachers spend just as much time testing as they do teaching.. It puts me under lots of pressure.. Sometimes I wonder what school is supposed to be about; is it there to continually judge me, or teach me?
But whatever it is I still have to go through it.. There's no way I can escape from it.. By the way coming Friday will be my first paper; English paper.. See End of year exams are here again..!! And then I have got Chemistry Test tomorrow.. Stressed stressed stressed!!!.. And I tend to scream at people and show my attitude to them whenever I am stressed up.. Please understand people.. Just scold me back if I irritate you.. That will help me get some sense into my brain that it isn't going to help by just screaming at people.. I am also getting very little sleep nowadays.. Like 4 hours a day? 3 hours a day? Cause I'll come back home only at around 6++.. I'll have a short nap.. Wake up bathe, start on my homework all the way till 2+am? Then sleep till 6am and get ready for school.. If sec3 is already this stressful, I cant imagine sec4.. It's okay.. Now I am just looking forward for my exams to end and enjoy Deepavali celebrations as those sec 3 students this year wont be able to enjoy Deepavali next year.. We just have to put our full concentration on our o'level examinations..
Okay bloggie that's all for today.. Gotta start on my homework.. I have got tons of it.. Bye.. Takecare..

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Hello bloggie!!.. Its 3.05am now.. And I am awake surprisingly.. I am currently chatting with Yarshani.. I actually on-ed the computer to do the Hey maths assignment.. Still have got 4 more assignments to go.. I am too lazy to do it now.. So I'll be doing it tomorrow.. I will be getting up early tomorrow to watch simbu's movie and then start on my homework.. I have to complete everything by tomorrow.. I don't want to owe my teacher anything anymore.. I dint do any today as I was having terrible headache since morning; that one sided pain.. It has started all over again.. Oh god!!
And and I ate Kinder bueno white and Crunchy chocolate consecutively while watching Sharukhan's movie.. Yummy yummy.. Damned nicee.. Next was Vasantham Star.. Sivabalan got into the finals like I wished.. My vote goes for him:) And tomorrow my mother is leaving to Malaysia.. She'll only be back on Tuesday night if i ain't wrong.. I'll miss her ; especially her scoldings.. Haha.. I am editing some pictures right now.. It isn't as nice as how Yarshani edits.. But it still looks okay.. I dint cause 'damage' to the pictures.. Ha! That's all for today.. Nothing much.. Oh ya, Yesterday the four of us had a whole lot of fun.. We were like laughing our asses out.. Damn funny.. Haha.. Okay got to go bloggie.. Takecare..

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Hey.. I just came back home.. Okay it was horrible, terrible and vegetable in the morning.. I was having a terrible stomach pain.. I swear I couldn't take it.. Then my mother gave me panadol.. It was much better after that.. I was lying down on my bed.. I had to meet Yarshani.. But I just dint want to get off my bed.. I felt like sleeping.. But somehow or rather I managed to pull myself out off my bed and got ready to meet her.. Supposed to be at north point by 2.30.. But reached at around 2.30+.. Well, whenever I need to meet anyone, I am always always late!!.. I'm never on time.. My friends hate me for that.. I need to change myself.. I can't continue like this anymore.. How if I am going to do the same when I start working..?? The boss will kick me out from the job.. You can imagine right? -.-
Okay I need to talk about 2 important matters.. Firstly LOVE.. Secondly my future career..
I am starting to hate love.. Or should I say lose hope in love..? Is God like trying to guide me? Maybe yes.. After knowing what things are happening to people whom I know, I really pity them.. Seriously.. Knowing that the person isn't a good guy, why the hell must they still fall in love with that person.. I mean I have got no rights to stop them from loving who they love.. But I got the rights to tell that he is not the right guy for the girl.. When a guy starts to love a girl, the girl flirts with him and then leave him after using him.. Obviously it hurts the guy's feelings right..? It also happens the other way round where the other party gets hurt.. It's really pathetic.. So being single is the best!..
Now, my career.. As you'll know being a nurse is not an easy job.. Patience is one of the important virtue for this job.. Yesterday, when I was watching this TV programme; they were interviewing nurses.. They were telling what are the qualities a nurse should have.. The next minute they said patience, I took out my hand phone and sent a message to Yarshani.. I asked her if I have any patience.. Her reply was also NO!!.. HA! After each nurse, they'll play a song.. All the songs were damn nicee :) Okay I have got to be more patient.. And stop using vulgarities..!! I am damn hotheaded also.. Oh god!! This way how am I gonna become a nurse..? Nonono..!! But I care for people.. I just have to work on being more patient..
That's all for today bloggie.. Take care.. Bye bye.. :)
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains,What kinda dream is this? Haha

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Okay I am having cough and throat pain.. I really have to thank my chocolates for showing me gratitude.. Actually its' my fault.. I should have controlled myself.. And the best thing was I didn't even bother drinking water after eating chocolates.. Wow!!.. Well life would be very dull if we don't indulge ourselves... This resulted in me having cough and sore throat now.. I am suffering now.. I deserve it.. Now I know how Chandra feels whenever she has throat pain.. But she has got a totally different reason for getting her sore throat.. And ya, I handed in all my homework including 8 full Tamil papers today.. Yeah!! It really feels great when your name doesn't appear in the visual display.. You'll feel proud.. Ha! By the way tomorrow I will be leaving school half way through cause I have got a doctor's appointment.. My sister will be coming to pick me up.. And most probably I won't be going to school on Wednesday.. Also there are many many tests coming on their way.. Gotta study and do well in order to pull my marks for the EOY.. I think I can do it.. NO! I can do it.. Be optimistic.. Ha! That is all for today.. Gotta go.. Bye bloggie.. Oh ya I needa avoid spicy food and drink lots of water, to prevent my sore throat from worsening.. And I had porridge for dinner today.. It was nice though it was plain.. Haha..

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Hey bloggie.. I have been fighting with time to complete my homework.. And now you may be wondering what am I doing here in front of my computer.. Actually, I switched on the computer to complete my Hey maths assignment.. I been at my study table doing as much homework possible since 1 o'clock and obviously I need some rest now.. That is exactly why I am here now.. Sadly, I still got a long way to go.. I only have completed Hey maths assignment , Chemistry worksheet , Coordinate Geometry (1,2,3) English vocabulary Exercises 1 to 5 , 1 pathetic Tamil paper ( still have got 7 more papers to go) , Yishun secondary School paper 1 ( blue booklet ; paper 2 is not done yet) , A maths September holiday assignment.. That's all I guess.. Hais.. I am sure most students would be rushing through their homework like me now.. All the best people.. Got to go now.. Need to complete all my homework by tomorrow!!! Bye bloggie..

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