shamini's :)

Hey.. I just came back home.. Okay it was horrible, terrible and vegetable in the morning.. I was having a terrible stomach pain.. I swear I couldn't take it.. Then my mother gave me panadol.. It was much better after that.. I was lying down on my bed.. I had to meet Yarshani.. But I just dint want to get off my bed.. I felt like sleeping.. But somehow or rather I managed to pull myself out off my bed and got ready to meet her.. Supposed to be at north point by 2.30.. But reached at around 2.30+.. Well, whenever I need to meet anyone, I am always always late!!.. I'm never on time.. My friends hate me for that.. I need to change myself.. I can't continue like this anymore.. How if I am going to do the same when I start working..?? The boss will kick me out from the job.. You can imagine right? -.-
Okay I need to talk about 2 important matters.. Firstly LOVE.. Secondly my future career..
I am starting to hate love.. Or should I say lose hope in love..? Is God like trying to guide me? Maybe yes.. After knowing what things are happening to people whom I know, I really pity them.. Seriously.. Knowing that the person isn't a good guy, why the hell must they still fall in love with that person.. I mean I have got no rights to stop them from loving who they love.. But I got the rights to tell that he is not the right guy for the girl.. When a guy starts to love a girl, the girl flirts with him and then leave him after using him.. Obviously it hurts the guy's feelings right..? It also happens the other way round where the other party gets hurt.. It's really pathetic.. So being single is the best!..
Now, my career.. As you'll know being a nurse is not an easy job.. Patience is one of the important virtue for this job.. Yesterday, when I was watching this TV programme; they were interviewing nurses.. They were telling what are the qualities a nurse should have.. The next minute they said patience, I took out my hand phone and sent a message to Yarshani.. I asked her if I have any patience.. Her reply was also NO!!.. HA! After each nurse, they'll play a song.. All the songs were damn nicee :) Okay I have got to be more patient.. And stop using vulgarities..!! I am damn hotheaded also.. Oh god!! This way how am I gonna become a nurse..? Nonono..!! But I care for people.. I just have to work on being more patient..
That's all for today bloggie.. Take care.. Bye bye.. :)
Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains,What kinda dream is this? Haha

Labels: Loving myself..